This morning I had a feeling JC life wasn't the type of life I wanted. There were Chinese and GP lessons back to back once the day started and they were the subjects I hated. I'm only average at language and not a good writer. However, GP and econs require long essays, I have no idea how I'm gonna cope with them if I do stay in JC. And bio.. all the new terms.. =X

'O' level results will be released this Friday, I'll have until then to decide which route I wanna go - JC or poly.
If I choose JC, I'll be tired out every single day. I'll only reach home at 5 or 6 and after shower and dinner, I'd have to revise. I'd have to do a lot of reading to improve my English and Chinese, leaving very little time for play even on weekends. As if my life isn't horrible enough..
If I choose poly, I'd feel guilty for not trying to cope with JC life and in a sense, taking the slacker route..