I stressed myself out over my family not giving me real love again. Then I realised that they do care for me, though a little different from the way I'd want it to be. My mom was irritating me the most, she spoke loudly and the TV was as well. That doesn't help when you have a headache, even a mild one. Then she said that it pained her to see me in my sickly condition and asked me to see a doctor.. As for my dad, he came in to check on me thrice one of the nights. It erased my confusion regarding the issue cause if they didn't care for me, they wouldn't have bothered, right?

I finally got into a studying spree earlier, spent two and a half hours studying History before coming on to enter this blog. Yeah that was last minute studying and that often doesn't work.. But what matters to me at the moment is that I even studied.. cause I haven't done any proper studying the past week even though the prelims are this week!! =P

Ironic that I have no problem waking up when there's school while I tend to not want to get up when there isn't. I slept at 11.30 last night and woke up at 8.30. (at least not 9.30) As a result my brain is still feeling constricted until now.. just hope I'm back to full power tomorrow.

Long story as to why I'm on the floor right now typing this in my own room without air-con.. The time is half an hour past midnight..

I want to post my thoughts but never mind.. I'll continue this tomorrow..