Had a slight migraine starting again this afternoon. It always happens when I'm stressed out. Good thing I took a panadol, else it'd become serious. And why was I stressed out?

Well.. I was emotional about some thoughts yesterday. About whether Magic and RuneScape was still consuming too much of my time and about whether I really wanted attention from my family. It's ironic. I feel that I'm not receiving real love from my family, yet I got a little angry when my elder sis asked me why I wasn't sleeping yet at 11pm.

I went up to class after breakfast and thought it through silently. Perhaps I was just thinking too much. I'm really bored of RS and didn't even touch Magic the whole weekend, they aren't barriers to me anymore. The new barrier is my lack of motivation to study. I need to find out what should be driving me to work hard and then exploit it..